January 16, 2009

Strangeness

Ever get the feeling that things are going great, then the next wonder what is wrong with life?
I seem to go through this quite often, and I guess that is just life. We cant control anything but ourselves, Yet life is uncompromising things happen. I only wish I understood my own reactions to things. As today I feel apprehensive I have recently reconnected with a friend that I had not talked to for over half a year, even though I had seen her around alot. Long story I dont feel like telling. But anyway today is my friends birthday dinner which I have been invited to. I know that she will be there but I dont know what to think about that. I have this fear of sinking and drowning behind a wall of Self doubt and insecurity.

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